I Think My Grades are Fucked Up (updated)

So, I'm about to got my grades report tomorrow.
and I'm not ready.

I think my grades went down. I don't know why I think like like that, but I have a feeling that my grades are fucked up. I fucked it up and I don't think anyone would like that. If my grades went down I will change my 'studying system' to the more intense one, because this girl need good grades to pursue her dream. But if my grades are still the same like last year or went up, I will change my 'studying system' to the more intense one. I MEANT BUSINESS ON MY EDUCATION HERE PEOPLE! Even though I fucking hate school. Well, I don't hate school really, I just hate doing anything for grades. I LOVE learning, but why the fuck people making me do it for grades?

I need good grades to pursue my goddamn dream so I have no choice but to study the shit out of myself. Fuck my life.

Update
MY GRADES DIDN'T WENT DOWN Y'ALL!!!!